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No more depression, no more, no more
That's what I asked for, o'er and o'er
Pills I was given to take every night
They'd kill the darkness and show me the light
So take them I do
Each night through and through
And feelings no more
Are dark like death's door
Yet unhappy I remain
And every day's the same
I feel better, honest
Despite what they cost us
But my thoughts disagree
And rage like the sea
Unforgiving of the loss
Of the pain that I toss
Away like the garbage it is.
I'm still depressed
My thoughts are a mess
I've never hated me more.
Escape though I try
Do I really deny
The fact that I really deserved this?
Selfish, so mean
Crazy, unseen
Awful, I swear
Like you really care
I'm a monster but you try to hide it.
These pills are a shield
But I can't really yield
The feelings I should never let go.
The honest, the right
The truth, the fright
All I should never ignore.
I want to be happy
Not be so sassy
I want to be normal
But its not 'hormonal'
When I know I don't deserve better
Maybe I should stop it all
The pills, the fight, just fall
And let the dark consume me
But what about them
The ones I call friends
Who would somehow actually miss me?
Can I leave them behind
Like I don't really mind
And let them suffer
Cause I couldn't be tougher?
That doesn't seem fair
And I couldn't bear
To make them feel like me.
So I'll pretend to be strong
Like I've faked all along
To make them believe I'm ok
So maybe they'll never stray
To the land of lost hope
That I now call home today.
That's what I asked for, o'er and o'er
Pills I was given to take every night
They'd kill the darkness and show me the light
So take them I do
Each night through and through
And feelings no more
Are dark like death's door
Yet unhappy I remain
And every day's the same
I feel better, honest
Despite what they cost us
But my thoughts disagree
And rage like the sea
Unforgiving of the loss
Of the pain that I toss
Away like the garbage it is.
I'm still depressed
My thoughts are a mess
I've never hated me more.
Escape though I try
Do I really deny
The fact that I really deserved this?
Selfish, so mean
Crazy, unseen
Awful, I swear
Like you really care
I'm a monster but you try to hide it.
These pills are a shield
But I can't really yield
The feelings I should never let go.
The honest, the right
The truth, the fright
All I should never ignore.
I want to be happy
Not be so sassy
I want to be normal
But its not 'hormonal'
When I know I don't deserve better
Maybe I should stop it all
The pills, the fight, just fall
And let the dark consume me
But what about them
The ones I call friends
Who would somehow actually miss me?
Can I leave them behind
Like I don't really mind
And let them suffer
Cause I couldn't be tougher?
That doesn't seem fair
And I couldn't bear
To make them feel like me.
So I'll pretend to be strong
Like I've faked all along
To make them believe I'm ok
So maybe they'll never stray
To the land of lost hope
That I now call home today.
Literature
I Love My Brother Club- NorIce
Monday
I was going to spend a week with Norway. I was a bit worried. I hadn't seen my brother since joining the club. Now, after hearing all the others success stories, I didn't want to be disappointed.
As I finished packing, I looked at Mr. Puffin. "Are you coming with?"
"No."
"Okay." That was probably for the best.
I got on a plane and flew to my brothers home. Norway picked me up at the airport. The ride home was quiet, but that was okay.
When we got home Nor showed me my room (even though I already knew where it was from the other tomes I had been here.) Then he left me alone to unpack.
As I did, I smiled. I've always liked
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I Love My Brother Club- AmeCan
"Show him that you see him and you'll have him all to yourself." Romano's words rang in America's head.
He sighed. The Italian was good at telling other people what to do about their problems. He didn't realize that it might not be that simple.
On the other hand, he had a point. There was no way Canada would like him if he thought he couldn't see him.
America paced back and forth in his living room. Canada was supposed to come over soon. It didn't matter if he showed his brother he noticed him then: he always did that when they were alone.
The door bell rang and America ran to answer it.
"Hey, Matt." he smiled.
"Hi, Al." Canada w
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Brother My Brother - USCanada
Author's note: I'm on a roll tonight, huh? XD I wanted to add actual smut to this fic, but I kinda liked how I ended it :3 Beware of angst and fluff! lol This was started before July and I kinda wanted to have it out before their birthdays, but oh well ^^;
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America was popular. Canada knew this very well. They were neighbors, friends, brothers
he knew America as well as he knew himself. He knew what music he liked, what sports team he was more partial to, and what other nations he had had good relations with. Canada preferred not to think about that. He loved his brother more than he figured he probably should
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Summary of the story: Shit went down, I became selfish and decided that I should become depressed, I did, I wrote this to purge my feelings.
I don't think this is really free verse, but I also don't think I have it in 'traditional fixed form' or whatever, so f*** everything, this is fine, I don't give a s***.
It actually looks less angry without the censor but I figured I should censor it since I don't want to censor this poem. So yeah, anyway.
Enjoy, even though my rhyming sucked and I'm really not a good poet. It made me feel better, so f*** real poets.
I don't think this is really free verse, but I also don't think I have it in 'traditional fixed form' or whatever, so f*** everything, this is fine, I don't give a s***.
It actually looks less angry without the censor but I figured I should censor it since I don't want to censor this poem. So yeah, anyway.
Enjoy, even though my rhyming sucked and I'm really not a good poet. It made me feel better, so f*** real poets.
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This is really good : D