No more depression, no more, no more
That's what I asked for, o'er and o'er
Pills I was given to take every night
They'd kill the darkness and show me the light
So take them I do
Each night through and through
And feelings no more
Are dark like death's door
Yet unhappy I remain
And every day's the same
I feel better, honest
Despite what they cost us
But my thoughts disagree
And rage like the sea
Unforgiving of the loss
Of the pain that I toss
Away like the garbage it is.
I'm still depressed
My thoughts are a mess
I've never hated me more.
Escape though I try
Do I really deny
The fact that I really deserved this?
Selfish